I always fall apart in the next day...but i guess no more charges against myself. I tried the best I could,but it'll be better for me and maybe for her. I was living two lives in one. Nobody can handle it. Ok, maybe few people can. The fact is: I wasn't sleeping and I've become a zombie. TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY IN ABSENCE THIS SEMESTER. It is NOT a waste of time. It's a deep relationship with only myself. Re-arranging with my powers, with myself, with my life. I need to accomplish what I've proposed to me. Like my home made said: "It's in the beginning, you're gonna catch up fast"

"I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces, fill the places I can't reach"